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Post by Seremptus on Mon Jan 24, 2011 2:40 pm

Yeah...What's the point of life? To get the magnum opus is damn near impossible (for me anyway) so I'll just die and be reincarnated, lose ALL of my memory of anyone I ever knew, then go through another crap-filled life. I'm so fucking depressed and I don't know what to do.

I'm ready to just end it right now but I could never leave Luke alone in this world...
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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Guest on Mon Jan 24, 2011 3:33 pm

Dont die.
You have much to live for.
I'm sure Father does not want you to die, just keep trying. <Maybe cleanse your aura and have some time to think.

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Post by Guest on Mon Jan 24, 2011 3:35 pm

Besides, your what, 20?
You have maybe even 80 years to do this. Taking time, never rushing, and taking the right path(You have already taken the right path) will make your life much less stressful, and easier.

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Post by Guest on Mon Jan 24, 2011 3:42 pm

Yes, Noah is right. Hold on to life. You have to much to live for.

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Post by Seremptus on Mon Jan 24, 2011 4:57 pm

Thanks guys, I cleansed my aura in math class but I found out that my school doubles as a chapel on sundays!
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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Guest on Mon Jan 24, 2011 5:09 pm

Well, that is not good Seremtus. Cleans your aura close to your altar and then aline your chakras.

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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Seremptus on Mon Jan 24, 2011 5:39 pm

I'm only 15 btw.
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Post by LossoCelo on Mon Jan 24, 2011 5:55 pm

:L what happened again? I'm slightly confused. Why were you upset?

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Post by Demonicvanguard on Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:54 pm

SeremptusKaiser wrote:Yeah...What's the point of life? To get the magnum opus is damn near impossible (for me anyway) so I'll just die and be reincarnated, lose ALL of my memory of anyone I ever knew, then go through another crap-filled life. I'm so fucking depressed and I don't know what to do.

I'm ready to just end it right now but I could never leave Luke alone in this world...

Do not cut your life short because of a bad day, week, or circumstances. Your life is ultimately your magnum opus and should not be trifled with. I had about 4 years where I really wished to end the whole fucking thing...but I persevered...and it was well worth it. You are a very beautiful and intelligent girl; do not end things just for the sake of avoiding pain. This is just what the enemy wants.

If you need to vent...we are all here for you!

Invoke often,

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Post by Das Übermensch on Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:20 pm

I agree with Demonicvanguard; don't let a couple of bad days get in the way of your entire life. If you're stressing out, just take everything a little slower. I've been a little overwhelmed myself lately, being brand new to the occult. Just take it at a comfortable pace, and you'll be fine. Whether you need help or just an audience to vent to, everyone here is willing to listen.

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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Dante Satanas on Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:27 pm

I went through what you are going through a few times in my life SK. I know it gets hard, but all I can tell you is to keep on pushing. Suicide is a permanent sution to a temperary problem, and very painful if you fail at it (speaking from my experience) but we are all here for you SK. I stopped thinking about this as a website long ago. I see it more as a family now. : )

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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Seremptus on Mon Jan 24, 2011 9:09 pm

Thank you, all of you, for all of your kind and thoughtful words.
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Post by LossoCelo on Mon Jan 24, 2011 9:10 pm

Lol Skaiser you completely jumped over my question : ( Razz

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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Seremptus on Tue Jan 25, 2011 9:54 am

LossoCelo wrote:Lol Skaiser you completely jumped over my question : ( Razz

well I realized that if I don't reah godhead that I'll just start over from day one in a new body. I got really depressed by that.
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Post by LossoCelo on Tue Jan 25, 2011 6:17 pm

Why would you be depressed about such a thing? I mean I know we all have our own feelings on things, but if you don't reach godhead you get to have some fun on the Astral Plane for a while, then you get to come back, make new friends, and have fun again Smile.

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Re: I'm so fucking depressed

Post by Seremptus on Tue Jan 25, 2011 10:44 pm

Won't you forget everything from your past lives?
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Post by Dante Satanas on Tue Jan 25, 2011 10:46 pm

SeremptusKaiser wrote:Won't you forget everything from your past lives?

Nope : ) i still have a few memories from one of my past lives, and there is always past life meditations

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Post by LossoCelo on Tue Jan 25, 2011 11:10 pm

SeremptusKaiser wrote:Won't you forget everything from your past lives?

At first you may not remember. I personally know stories about people that truly existed, and I never even knew, and I should have had absolutely no knowledge of. Several people to be exact, only 1 was actually easy to find info on though. So there is a slight chance you'll forget it for a while, but this is mainly because of the time you spend between lives. The same thing happens in current to real. People say or do something and this will typically trigger a flashback.

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